[ kiryu is definitely more optimistic than he is. he doesn't know why the thought of having forgotten a friendship with this man makes him feel like he wants to cry. he doesn't know why that thought is so painful, when he'd told his friends not to worry or blame themselves for not remembering friendships. but those things were all so abstract. and this? this was something else entirely. ]
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[ kiryu is definitely more optimistic than he is. he doesn't know why the thought of having forgotten a friendship with this man makes him feel like he wants to cry. he doesn't know why that thought is so painful, when he'd told his friends not to worry or blame themselves for not remembering friendships. but those things were all so abstract. and this? this was something else entirely. ]