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[judgementkazzy]

KAZUMA KIRYU

Real Estate Agent - Dojima Real Estate
Call me Kaz :-)

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[sotenbori]

We can talk while we eat, it ain't a big deal.

[ it's a big deal. ]

[judgementkazzy]

[ Kiryu, a fool, suspects nothing of the sort. ]

Okay. I'll write it down if you want to start.

[sotenbori]

Sure.

[ where 2 start w/this existential crisis. ]

So the club I worked at was called the Grand.

[judgementkazzy]

Okay. That was the really fancy one, right?

[ He is writing this down. Continue. ]

[sotenbori]

That's right. I was managing it.

[judgementkazzy]

Right.

[ He nods. Go on... ]

[sotenbori]

I was talking to some asshole about it. An' wearin' that hideous jacket.

[judgementkazzy]

[ Kiryu nods again. ]

Makes sense.

[ Look, he doesn't judge you for wearing a hideous jacket. ]

[sotenbori]

[ how does he even go about talking about this ]

The thing is, it was a...clear decision, I guess? The jacket thing.

[judgementkazzy]

So you wore it on purpose.

[ That's fine, dude. Kiryu still loves you. ]

[sotenbori]

[ kiryu isn't getting it. majima makes a frustrated noise. not at kiryu - but at himself, for not having the words to properly describe this memory. ]

I told this guy I wanted to live differently. Like that nothing made sense, so I didn't need to either.

[ hence the lack of...shirt... ]

[judgementkazzy]

Oh.

[ Things must have been pretty bad if he stopped wearing a shirt. Kiryu nods. That kind of lifestyle fits the Majima he remembers. Plus if he thinks about it now... the life they're living already doesn't make sense. It can't have made any more sense before. ]

Okay.

[ He doesn't want to say he's sorry or anything, certainly Majima doesn't need pity. But he does reach over and lay his hand over Majima's. ]

[sotenbori]

[ "I was really unhappy," he wants to tell him. he wants to tell him about the deep sense of dread he felt lingering under the surface. the anger. the sadness. but it's one thing to tell kiryu about what happened, in a factual sense, and another thing to articulate his feelings. he's been bottling them up and swallowing them down for three years now. that's not going to change just because he's got a nice boyfriend. ]

That guy had his hand all bandaged up, he must've fucked up some how

[judgementkazzy]

[ Aw, Majima. It's okay, feelings are hard. Kiryu wouldn't fault him for hiding them. ]

How's that?

[ Give him a sec. ]

Did they cut off his finger?

[sotenbori]

Guess so. Just another dude to add to the pile of dudes we can't figure out who they are. He was older. Wore a tan suit.

[judgementkazzy]

Damn.

[ Kiryu writes down "older tan-suit guy" on the page where they've written down most of the people they've remembered (including hard-on-san.) He also takes a look at his hands... he really hopes he never lost a finger somehow. ]

Were you guys enemies, then?

[sotenbori]

I don't think so.

[ the word "enemies" doesn't feel right. "friends" doesn't either. ]

[judgementkazzy]

[ He called him an asshole, but maybe it was a term of endearment? ]

Co-workers, then? Were you in the same family?

[sotenbori]

I don't think that's it, either. The way I felt about him was complicated.

[judgementkazzy]

[ Kiryu nods, then writes down "complicated" under "guy with a tan suit." ]

I guess things don't make much sense here, either.

[sotenbori]

None of this shit makes sense, that's not new.

[judgementkazzy]

[ Kiryu nods. ]

I'd be okay with whatever you decide to wear.

[ So... if you decide to go snakeskin. It's cool. Kiryu loves you for you, Majima. ]

[sotenbori]

[ majima barks out a laugh at that. ]

Thanks.

[judgementkazzy]

[ Kiryu blushes. He's just being honest, ok. ]

You look good in anything.

[sotenbori]

I'm glad ya think so.