I looked it up, it's like... You know how in the yakuza, you call a senior member aniki and your boss is your oyaji, and it's like a family? Some guys join the yakuza together, and they swear an oath to each other, to have each other's back.
[ He hasn't remembered that Nishiki is his... but after remembering him as a kid, it's not hard to put two and two together. ]
[ Kiryu keeps rubbing circles on Majima's back, keeping steady for him. He isn't going to berate Majima for not telling him something. Hell, he'd barely berate Majima for anything. ]
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The big tiger guy? What about him?
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[ there's way more about it to unpack than just that but he has to take it one step at a time. ]
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Was he... your oath brother?
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[ He hasn't remembered that Nishiki is his... but after remembering him as a kid, it's not hard to put two and two together. ]
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I cared about him so much.
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[ Not... literally, but they understand what they're talking about. It's not weird to call a dude "kyoudai" probably. ]
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[ he buries his face into kiryu's shoulder]
I'm sorry for wakin' ya up about this.
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[ Kiryu pulls him closer, kissing the top of his head. ]
What else did you remember about him?
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[ That sounds rough. ]
That's too bad. He must have been important to you.
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[ Kiryu shakes his head. ]
You didn't do that for your brother, either.
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[ his fingers tighten against kiryus skin where hes holding him ]
Everything. I ruined everything.
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[ Kiryu runs a hand along Majima's back, trying to soothe him. ]
Your brother wouldn't blame you.
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[ Wishful thinking, maybe, but... ]
Your brother means everything to you. It's the same for him, right?
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[ his throat feels tight. he should've told him a long time ago, but he's been so scared to. scared that it'll end up hurting kiryu, too. ]
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What is it?
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[ Yeah, that's understandable then. Majima isn't big on sharing his pain. Kiryu's not great at it either. ]
How bad?
[ Considering Kiryu thinks Majima died, it could be real bad. ]
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